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And when the brokenhearted people living in this world agree
There will be an answer - let it be...
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer - let it be...

And when the night is cloudly
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow... let it be.

I hope one day I can find someone to dance goofy with me like this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kO_ZtXQBO48

Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day

NOTE:  I'm not doing this to join the masses or be a follower.  I am doing it because I actually do care.  I don't understand any kind of bullying - whether it's cyber bullying, in your face, through the internet, at work or at home.  There is no need for any of it.  And PARENTS:  Please, teach your kids about love, tolerance and respect for others, regardless of how different they are than you.  I truly believe that IT ALL STARTS IN THE HOME. 

Let's do our parts to put an end to it.  It all starts with US.

When I was in middle school, I was bullied by a girl - and for the life of me, I can't even remember her name.  She was a girl that looked like a dude dressed in sheeps clothing.  Me - I was just your average nerdy asian girl - totally cool but uncool all in one.  At the time I moved here, there were only a handful of asians in our city and the ones that were here were honor roll Einstein incredibly smart ass asian kids.  Not me.  I was smart, but not asian smart (as I hear it being called).  So this girl, noticed I was different than the other asians.  She relished in publicly humiliating me during lunch or any time she had an audience.  "How do you see?" she'd always ask, referring to my slanted slits.  I always knew when I answered, I was in for a world of hurt because I never hid my attitude and my "Oh-you-so-stupid" face.  "Uhh... with my eyes, you moron."  She'd always come back with something about how my peripheal vision must be different than white people or people with "normal eyes".  And then she would always conclude our friendly conversation with harsh pushes until I fell onto the ground with everyone around me pointing and laughing, or gawking... or back me up into the wall as she'd hover over me and scream in my ear, spitting in my face as she threw out racial slurs and banter.

It only lasted a school year, thank God.  I had a couple of near fights with her - which would've ended tragically on my end, with me being 80 lbs dripping wet and her being a solid 140.  Yes.  She towered over me in height and weight.  But that year was a horrible one.  Truly.  I used to dodge her when I'd see her walking, just to try and avoid her.  Thank God we didnt' have any of the same classes.  Just the same lunch. 

Had it continued further, I don't know how I would've lasted.  I was an insecure little thing, and as everything goes in middle school, you are how people see you.

But then she went away.  And I lived happily ever after in my middle school years.

Now high school... I was a terror.  Me in my thigh highs, shit kicking dock martens, the red plaid schoolgirl pleated skirts and a leather jacket, I was hell on wheels. 

 

BUT THAT, is another story.

Can't promise I'm going to do all of these, or every day for 30 days.  How about I commit to doing it whenevers?  LOL.  I seem to have commitment issues nowadays.  And shit.  30 days is a hell of a long time...



The List
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Another moment, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – One last moment, in great detail


stolen from:  citybytheseax and... well... everyone else.

LOVE IT, 

So... anytime I need to smile, I watch these videos.  Because they make me laugh uncontrollably.  

PURE GENIUS.

This is worth watching.




And now... the musical version.  


Double rainbow all the way across the sky - SO INTENSE!!!  What does it meeeeeaaaaan????  Oh My Gawd.

Whenever I need to smile... this is where I go!

I watched Inception about 4 or 5 days ago... and it's had my head pretty jacked up since then.

First off... the story was so freakin unbelievable... I just can't even get over it.  This movie seriously blew my mind.  Like, totally fucked my brains.  And I liked it - NO, LOVED it.  Like, hardcore, dirty, ghosts in the closet sex that makes your toes curl and your back arch.  For reals.  It was that extreme... Yet, I was left with just one question.

WHAT.
THE.
FUCK.
JUST.
HAPPENED???

My dreams have been all crazy, freaky weird too.  Random shit, like stairs that continue to go up in circles but don't have a beginning or end.  And infinite space.  And walking on sideways streets.  And entirely combustible sidewalk markets.  And people with faces that change.  BUT...

most importantly...


My husband is super studly in this movie... and I got to eye-sex him for two and a half whole hours!

as well as Joseph Gordon-Levitt - a future husband of mine since I loved him so much in 500 days of summer and now this movie.  Yes... he's always been cute as a boy, then a teen actor.  But as of late, I've been seeing him AS A MAN.  And he's oober edible!

So... all in all... This movie was mindblowing and deep.  It makes you think - YES - you actually have to use your brain when you watch this movie.  It's Vanilla Sky meets the Matrix.  It's been a long time since I've been so affected by such a concept.

"You're waiting for a train; a train that will take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure. But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together." 
MOL

(stolen from wallflowersongs )

 

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another."

Anatole France